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I wept when I witnessed the video of US Airman Aaron Bushnell setting himself on fire in front of the Israeli Embassy in America in protest at the Gaza War, and later passing away from his injuries. It cannot not be spoken of…What cuts through my own emotions is a real need to plead to everyone hurting out there - please reach out and connect with others - and young people of conscience, please don’t leave us. We need you more than ever.
Dear Friends. In these challenging times, may you find solace, strength & love in unlikely places & in abundance. Remember, we can only do our best with what we've got, however small & humble. Imagining hope is a big job but is within each and every one of us in 2024. May your loving God bless you & keep you safe.
Soldiers & civilians both share secret lives of superstition and they often carry material objects for ‘luck’ and protection during life’s challenging moments. Building on my rustic War and Peace 2023 amulets, these 2 new designs are high-fire colour glazed using WA stoneware clay & come with each 2024 giclée limited edition print orders for ‘Love in a Cold Climate’ & ‘Crooked Roads’.
It seems to be that during times of great planetary change, if you’ve lived a while and done a lot, you find yourself looking back and taking stock to try to better understand the present. Artists,..we tend to keep a lot of diaries and notes too. Here are some visual and audio diary entries from between 2009 and 2010 right in the middle of painting my series The Assassination of Judy Garland, which was a processing of the 2008-09 Gaza War, the election of Barack Obama, the start of drone use in wars, and of course the so-called ‘war on terror’ years.
A watercolour unique state version of my drypoint print The Mental State/Lamb of God (2023). A unique state is a one-off art piece because the artist changes the print by applying other media such as paint or gold leaf. As with the print, the theme is the same, and I did a post about this a while ago. The colour changes the meaning for me. I uploaded this print because the colours felt unworldly, like a prayer.
I urge you to take a break from people who don't allow you to grieve, and it's ok to tunnel vision for a short while, but leave the door to your tunnel ajar, for all our survival depends on that tiny sliver of hope, of light we allow, like a thread to keep us from getting lost in the forrest.
My visual essay comes out when The Blake Society’s launches issue 4 of its journal VALA in London on November 29th, 2023 (Blake’s birthday is the 28th). With encouragement from VALA’s Editor, I decided five months ago to finally create a shop on my website to sell my art (& especially my VALA prints) direct from my studio.
On this tragic, painful week for both innocent Israeli victims of the Hamas attacks and innocent Palestinian civilian families suffering in Israel’s bombings and water, electricity, medicine and food siege of Gaza, I am reposting some paintings I did around 2009/10 after the Gaza War of 2008-9…and nearly fifteen years later, they have lost none of their meaning for me.
In 2022 I was invited to provide an oral history for the State Library of Western Australia’s LGBTIQ+ history project. We kept having to put it off, so it was really good to finally film that in June 2023 this year. I was interviewed by Helena Cohen-Robertson of Know Your Nation inside the auditorium of the State Library and the final video and transcript can be accessed through the Library’s online catalogue along with other individuals also interviewed for their Community and Connections: LGBTQIA+ stories in Western Australia.
We face a lot of difficulties as a species right now. It would be unreasonable to suggest it has not been in all our minds daily. I hope regardless of your faith or belief that you will consider doing this short meditation: Guided Meditation on Paramahansa Yogananda’s “A Prayer for Peace on Earth”. Join Self-Realization Fellowship monk Brother Bhumananda for a guided meditation on establishing peace within yourself and then radiating that peace to the world. It is approximately 10 minutes in length
People’s stories inspire my art. Aisya Zaharin is a PhD researcher on ‘Navigating Asian values and media responsibility’ at the University of Queensland. She works across the fields of political science, history and decolonisation to LGBTQI+ & Islam. She's also a Malaysian trans Muslim woman and Australian citizen with fascinating stories to tell with passion, grit, humour and intelligence. We recorded this outside so be prepared for some birds.
Studio Blog Archives 2, 2016-23
I was reminded with all the stories around the Indo-Pacific and naval activities of some artworks from my 1992 solo exhibition Dualities. I was 24 and they have that graphic style from the era as I was doing graphic design back then before I discovered paint and canvas. It is the same theme, starting with dry pastel on paper in very vivid colours (1). All titled the same, Ship of Fools. This first image was actually the last incarnation. I started off with some pen and ink cross hatch drawings (3), the theme then evolved into an etching/aquatint on cotton rag (2).
My Rearview Mirror posts are a remembrance of things I did in the past, which have come full circle to bite us. The exponential exposion of AI, and the launch of ChatGPT, has made everyone aware that AI has made a gigantic leap and left the test tube. Those of us in the margins of creative thinking who tried to warn policy makers over a decade ago perhaps feel less awful about that today. After all, they have ignored bigger fish like Stephen Hawking…
This is a digitised visual diary entry I made in 2005 and later used in my paintings for a solo exhibition called The Assassination of Judy Garland back in 2013. I have a lot of sketches and studies which never seen to see the light of day, and I’m turning them into prints in some cases, or adding them into my studies of the present. This one was scribbled Energize Mr Ellis on a print I found in one of my files. It was about fragmenting materiality, or disintegration such as dropping something in an acid bath, in this case, myths of American exceptionalism…
“William Blake’s character Orc and I did a metaphorical bar hop and imagined our way into a bar in Richmond on a typically cold, wet winter Melbourne evening. The windows were steamed up from the kitchen and after many whisky shots we were both worse for wear. Back in my real-time studio of course, it was gin & tonics…So, in my imaginary studio conversations, Orc was in verbal stream-of-consciousness about how men saw their violence as crucial to their hero’s journey…
This is a new drypoint print about my ‘imaginary’ meeting with William Blake’s Orc from his poem America a Prophecy (1793). In my process of painting Australia a Prophecy in 2021, I engaged with William Blake’s poem America a Prophecy and that poem’s main character Orc. The following is a transcript from my 2023 talk to The Blake Society in January 2023. I used the term “imaginary conversation” in a performative way to bring my process alive in that talk and to walk the audience through the concept of a focused imagination as a ‘doorway’ into the visionary processes…
This print was created as a visual prayer to my God (but choose your own with my blessing:) to prevent the architects of the AUKUS agreement from completing their frightening visions - for visionary power can be used for any ends. I hope it assists you to create your own navigational tool that doesn’t break too easily in rough storms…As we witness Blake’s Lions and Wolves (Australian & US &UK governments, military and supporting journalists) converge to show their true identity in their attacks and silencing of those opposing AUKUS …
This post is a little drip-feed post of excerpts from my Dad’s unfinished memoirs. I’ll keep adding to it off and on. He died in 2018. Dad (Ramanathan Gopalkrishnan) was only 8 years old when war came to Penang in Malaysia in what we now call the ‘Indo-Pacific’. His father, my grandad, was assumed dead after not returning home after the 1941 bombing & occupation of Penang by the Japanese.
I’m posting two drypoint prints I printed as part of a print-mentoring session with WA fellow Artist Monika Lukowska last week. It’s titled Conversations with Orc III, but in my mind I’m already calling it The Spirit of AUKUS,… when I entered into this imaginary conversation about the AUKUS agreement and the Indo-Pacific, Orc started to ‘act-out’ the battles of his past…
This is a video note from yesterday when I worked on drypoint prints with fellow Perth-based international artist Monika Lukowska in March 2023. They are based on my imaginary conversations with William Blake's character Orc for my painting Australia a Prophecy (2021). I completed four unique state prints, which used more of my painting techniques that I thought I would,…
“A story only the Far East could tell”. “Daring”. “Your dream of Romantic Adventure come true”. - Clark Gable. - Jean Harlow - Wallace Beery. - Rosalind Russell. No, this is not another speech by US General Mike Minihan. It is a classic 1935 Hollywood movie called ‘China Seas’ directed by Tay Garnett from Warner Bros Studio led by two memorable movie stars Clark Gable and Jean Harlow.
Happy 90th Birthday Dad. You may no longer be with us, and you were never perfect darling, but you’re still ‘too marvelous’ to forget. We all miss you Dad, and I know you’re sipping a great red and watching the theatre of the world relieved to be out of it. Love you too. Carl X
This year is the 90th birthday of my late father Ramanathan. He had a passion for the work of Father Bede Griffiths, the English Benedictine Monk who went to India and became a very revered spiritual teacher. This is a video to reflect on, a lecture Father Bede gave in Perth in 1985 attended by my father. He was so excited when he returned home, and in 2023 it feels very right to invite others to share in my memories.
It came as a shock to many in my Australian multicultural network that not only was I born in England but I have identified with it throughout my entire life. It has shared a special place with my Indian and Chinese heritage of my parents, my connection to their Singaporean and Malaysian roots and formed my understanding of the flaws and pain caused by British colonialism… I have always been inspired by my father who transformed his experiences of colonialism through his deep faith,…
These are some early details from a series of works I’m working on concurrently in 2022. Anticlockwise from this top left and beneath, details from two canvases which started as a long 3 metre triptych (but I ran out of puff sorry). First one is called “Made in Taiwan”; the second is called “Supernature”. They are inspired by music from the late 70s. During the lockdowns I was listening to a lot of 70s Euro disco.
I’ve known Kelvin Ferris for over 10 years and, in that time, it has been clear to me that his service to Australia at the Battle of Coral-Balmoral during the Vietnam War in 1968 has remained a constant and difficult companion. This year, shrapnel embedded in his chest from that battle moved out from his ribcage. After it was removed, he seemed more open to talk about his experiences…
This is a homage also to 70s Europop and disco anthems like Marc Cerrone and his classic dance hit Supernature, which to me during the early Covid19 lockdowns was really prophetic. The painting has references to an Egyptian God escorting the dead, our constantly changing attitudes to death throughout the Millennia from the gruesome to the spiritual, our internal monsters manifesting in the growth of the far-right, and Marilyn because, well, who wouldn’t want Marilyn dancing on your grave, especially since this painting is part of a theme across several canvases which I titled: Shadow Dancing. It is painting about our ecosystem fighting back.
These are my first drypoint prints for decades - Akinesia and Gloria which I did today. My pet project is reworking a selection of my visual diaries over the past 3 decades. I wanted to do a series of prints, but it's been two decades since I did any etchings and I don't own a press. So, I'm incredibly grateful to printmaker Monika Lukowska-Appel here in Perth in Western Australia at the Midland Arts Junction who ran a workshop for artists in my area.
My painting re-imagines William Blake’s poem America A Prophecy (1793) exploring Australia in the Indo-Pacific. I followed a similar journey to Blake, exploring my own spiritual and mythic values, in the political theatre across decades. Blake’s character, Orc challenges our view of what’s right and wrong. ‘Australia A Prophecy’ asks if military leaders see themselves as Orc the Saviour or – like the Hindu God Shiva – Orc the Destroyer of Worlds.
I don’t know what made me pick up an old copy of E.M. Forster’s 1952 anthology of essays Two Cheers for Democracy, but I did. I re-read one of the most engaging pieces of writing I read back in 2010 when I was researching for my exhibition The Assassination of Judy Garland….
On the 20th Anniversary of 9/11, it feels natural to me to revisit the paintings I did from 2003 to 2005 to process the profoundly altered society we were navigating at that time.In hindsight, I can see how we altered our world. I found the policy profession after this event no longer demanded of its practitioners…
Bildungsroman is a self-portrait which continues my exploration of the universal spiritual and philosophical canon to ‘Know Thyself’. I have followed a multi-faith journey held together by the creation of a personal God that expresses my own culture. We talk in private, so painting us speaking in metaphors maintain that sacredness…
This drawing is how I felt after watching George Floyd die on the internet and the BLM riots and the Covid 19 pandemic lockdown, I can only post this and hope we will get through this together. SInce then we’ve also had January 6th in the US….
I somehow got chatting with Prof Victoria Pagan, an expert in classic literature at the University of Florida in the US who was teaching an undergraduate class on The Oresteia. My painting A Many Splendored Thing (2020), and the Furies became a trigger for a class discussion.
Studio Blog Archives 1, 2009-2012
I tried to bake my way out of it, but it was just too hard this year without Dad. He had the sweet tooth:) I’m sure that he would have enjoyed these creative gingerbread cookies.
I really enjoyed going along to my first life drawing session in nearly 28 years. It was fun. A lot of young artists and students, $1 beers and wine, a 3 hour session and professional models. I must find time to go back because I’m pretty rusty, but after 20 years I don’t think I did too badly.
Right now I am finishing off Prelude to Conception, which has been sitting there for months since it is my 'gateway' painting (like Viva Las Shiva was for Sedition and Judy Garland) . Karen Armstrong has inspired some sketches in questioning/editing the different artistic religious traditions of the world, and their images, or at least the monotheistic ones.
Late last year I was interviewed by Dr Jocelynne A. Scutt, a fellow Australian with a distinguished career in international human rights law for The Art of the Possible, the Cambridge University Journal of Politics
In the last 2 days I was told of the death of Jennifer Anderson (Miro) of The Nuns, from cancer at the end of December 2011 at the age of 54. I was so devastated, as with great gusto and positivity she threw herself into the idea of being a character in one of my paintings.
I realised that this painting has not been posted in my Visual Diary so here it is. It is a small canvas (20x20cm) called Kandahar Kandy, and is a companion piece to Nothing Like A Drone (both Feb 2011 completed). I merged a Hollywood character with the woman in the hijab and the artificial limbs.
I often use the term 'gateway image"to describe a painting which is a bridge between one series and the next. Most of the time it is not that clean, because you travel a road and the landscape changes along the way. So there are not really any breaks between one idea/exhibition and another. Instead, I find there is a gateway image.
One link between artists and soldiers is the promise of appreciation (immortality?) after death. There is no shortage of references to ‘tragic' artists in the canons of popular literature and a heroic soldier is more usually dead than alive. And if alive then far from the same person who left home. And artists of paint, word or film - it makes no difference - they’re so much better dead aren't they?
The last 2 months I had a very interesting experience working with a politician in Western Australia, MLA John Hyde, the opposition minister for Arts and Heritage and Multiculturalism in Western Australia.
The title is from Ethel Waters' rendition of Suppertime from Irving Berlin's 1933 broadway revue - As Thousands Cheer. (play the song on You Tube below). People wouldn't know but this was an innovative revue based on a newspaper and the events of the day (remarkable, you'd never get that bravery today). I re-drew Obama's face with olive leaves, sort of a mask of Caesar.
A lot of the issues which have arisen since Obama's Egyptian speech reminded me of the prophetic silence of the 'Sibyl of Cumae' (Roman prophecies, Homeric stories, Virgil's Aeneid VI etc). It is exploring the role of prophecy in modern political life. Lately I have been thinking about "Tzipi" Livni's 'non-presence' in the evolving public discussion around the search for peace.
"Oh Barack, Don't let's ask for the moon. We have the stars. " Chick Flick: Acrylic, screenprint on 16 x 20" canvas. This is a continuation of my using Broadway and Hollywood metaphors, in examining the US/Israeli/Palestinian relationships.